I try to sleep a little lighter
So I won't miss your call
Then feel ashamed when I wake up
Sleep deprived to nothing at all
No, I miss you's, Can't wait to see you
The I love you text is void
And that lasted for a month or two
You consistently break my heart
And these broken pieces are now
My new favorite form of art
I should have never stepped foot in that bar
And you let too close to my heart
I messed up when I gave you a bigger role in my life
Friend
I messed up when . . .
I missed out on the little things
So you can get the bigger picture
I'd clear my whole schedule
Just to be graced by your presence
Go home early
Praying that your waiting for me
Come to your job just to see that
You were only playing with me
Give you a key
And my door hasn't opened since
Then out the BLUE
You texted, "Hey babe, how you been?"

You've been running through my mind and I swear I'm being tested
I'm restless
With my absence, you'll get the message

You'll tell me you love me
Cause that's what I genuinely long for
You'll tell me everything that is convenient for your insecurities
Just to keep me near
I'm restless and I don't know your message
I don't get this purpose
I didn't do shit to deserve this
Fighting for us is worthless
When you're consistent when it comes to your own needs
The only imprint you left are on my bedsheets
And I'm just restless
So tonight I'm sleeping a little harder
Cause I don't need your message
All this running through my mind
Leaves me breathless
I'll walk out of your life
Maybe then you'll get the message

Restless - Aleya Angelique