Photo by Stas Svechnikov
And I stay up
Because I’m hopeful
And with time I am powerless because you hold every minute
Of my time that it takes me to get dressed
And at my best
Just for you to cancel
Because she sent you a text
Nonetheless, I’m upset because now I’m pressed for time and I don’t know why I even try like your mine
It's just a waste of time
No fault but mine
Because I know that you're real and my friends know that you exist
But I can’t help but feel like your just a wish list
I'm a strong woman, how did I get into this?
Because I was fine with thinking I was the only one
And three really is too much
I don’t want it if it isn’t mine
Because I can’t brag about someone that I am sharing
Cause I’m all in and your foot is out the door
You leave me for her like it’s your favorite sport
But when you call me
I fall back in bed like the nights before
When you touch me I hate you
But it’s the sweetest feeling I’ve ever felt
You told me you’d leave her
But I can’t play with this hand I was dealt
Because I love the way you lie
And the truth really gets to me
I'm just an extra