Photo by Stas Svechnikov


And I stay up
Because I’m hopeful 
And with time I am powerless because you hold every minute 
Of my time that it takes me to get dressed 
And at my best 
Just for you to cancel 
Because she sent you a text
Nonetheless, I’m upset because now I’m pressed for time and I don’t know why I even try like your mine 
It's just a waste of time
No fault but mine

Because I know that you're real and my friends know that you exist 
But I can’t help but feel like your just a wish list 
I'm a strong woman, how did I get into this?
Because I was fine with thinking I was the only one 
And three really is too much

I don’t want it if it isn’t mine 
Because I can’t brag about someone that I am sharing 
Cause I’m all in and your foot is out the door 
You leave me for her like it’s your favorite sport 
But when you call me
 I fall back in bed like the nights before 
When you touch me I hate you 
But it’s the sweetest feeling I’ve ever felt 
You told me you’d leave her 
But I can’t play with this hand I was dealt 
Because I love the way you lie 
And the truth really gets to me 
I'm just an extra