As hard as it seems
You’ve become a part of me
I’m tied up in my emotions
Because I want to bring you closer
I want you to love me in a way that makes it impossible to love anyone else
Second guess anyone you've had before me
Because you hold the very parts of me that I couldn’t imagine giving to anyone else
The parts of me that piece me together like glue
I’m afraid of being too vulnerable
Because my pride won’t allow me too
And when we are at odds I’ll curse and scream your name
Because that’s what I’ve been groomed to do
I'm defensive because I'm sensitive
I want to love and be hated at the time because that mixture of emotions makes sense to me
And you never step out of line with me
You drop hints to me that everything really isn’t what I made it to be
And I really don’t have to take shit to the extreme
So, I put my pride aside for once
So if you ever push me
Please just push me on the bed
And not away from you
Because that bed is where I worship you like holy days when you leave
And you make me feel so comfortable that sometimes I doublespeak
And your touch puts me at ease
And your love is always on time
But I’m running late
And I can’t fall into another depression
If this love fails to learn a lesson
And I like to think that I’m good at love because I’ve fallen for you so many times
And I’ve mastered forgiveness because I found it for you so many times
I trust myself with you
I’m not afraid to be alone with you
Because when we are good it’s a high, I can’t get over
I’m attracted to your voice
I’m acting right cause at this point because I don’t have a choice
You got me open