Why do I have to show you how ugly it could be?

Said we’re taking a break

Don’t let there be anyone after me

Rummaging through my purse

Where the fuck are my keys?

You’ve done enough

Now I want to leave

Is it my mistake? 

That you convinced me

Too convincing

It’s the delusional state that gets me

Took a break from my healing

Cautious but I got caught up in my feelings

What a feeling, to feel things

At this point 

If it’s all made up it’s still the same thing